Siiiiiigh, man did I have a moment of frustration on Sunday!!
I was scheduled to work Saturday and Sunday both for 8 hrs, and it DRAINED me!!
I had just clocked out and was putting on my coat when my mom called me and asked me to bring home some take out, I said ok but was really just wanting to go home.
Got home and left the food on the kitchen table and changed into my pj's in my room and waited for my parents to serve themselves first.
Then I made my plate and made some pink lemonade in a tall glass with some ice cubes and a straw to go with mah chicken strips and fries.
I took my food to my room and set it on my desk where my laptop is and by complete accident waved my arm down, caught the straw and knocked the ENTIRE big cup of drink all into my carpet and the side of my bed and pants!!!T^T
I just sat there and let it pour out with such a defeated absolutely DONE feeling. I wanted to explode with frustration SO BAD!!
But, I just took a DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP breath and laid down some towels, wiped off my desk,thankfully my computer didn't get wet, got myself another drink and just ate my food and watched some videos and dealt with it later *wheeeeze*
I am always so thankful I can control my temper even on a bad day lol had to draw it out.
First time trying out Clip Studio Paint too, I had to get creative to save this pic cause I haven't bought CSP yet, I wanna do the one time payment instead of a dumb subscription, I really hate how some art programs are doing that!!
Or even putting adds in the program while you draw or even to use the damn brushes!!?? That's just so dumb in my opinion.
But I do really like CSP, it's the most like Paint Tool Sai I've tested out so far and not too busy or complicated to learn thankfully.
I just also hate that I gotta buy a license for it like Sai does as well.
I wish you could just pay for a with the complete set up or a disk or USB or something instead, just mostly because I suck at ing the right files and putting them in the right spots in my computer/tablet ^^' I'm not tech savvy.....
But I do eventually wanna buy my own Clip Studio Paint.
Had to screencap my finished doodle and then crop it in my photo gallery. I hope it doesn't come out too blurry or pixely!
My speed definitely improved while I was drawing this pic, very happy about that -^^- <3 <3 <3
Anyways, I felt a lot more relaxed and calmly after I ate and ended up changing my sheets and washing em, and my carpet did dry eventually lol
I was scheduled to work Saturday and Sunday both for 8 hrs, and it DRAINED me!!
I had just clocked out and was putting on my coat when my mom called me and asked me to bring home some take out, I said ok but was really just wanting to go home.
Got home and left the food on the kitchen table and changed into my pj's in my room and waited for my parents to serve themselves first.
Then I made my plate and made some pink lemonade in a tall glass with some ice cubes and a straw to go with mah chicken strips and fries.
I took my food to my room and set it on my desk where my laptop is and by complete accident waved my arm down, caught the straw and knocked the ENTIRE big cup of drink all into my carpet and the side of my bed and pants!!!T^T
I just sat there and let it pour out with such a defeated absolutely DONE feeling. I wanted to explode with frustration SO BAD!!
But, I just took a DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP breath and laid down some towels, wiped off my desk,thankfully my computer didn't get wet, got myself another drink and just ate my food and watched some videos and dealt with it later *wheeeeze*
I am always so thankful I can control my temper even on a bad day lol had to draw it out.
First time trying out Clip Studio Paint too, I had to get creative to save this pic cause I haven't bought CSP yet, I wanna do the one time payment instead of a dumb subscription, I really hate how some art programs are doing that!!
Or even putting adds in the program while you draw or even to use the damn brushes!!?? That's just so dumb in my opinion.
But I do really like CSP, it's the most like Paint Tool Sai I've tested out so far and not too busy or complicated to learn thankfully.
I just also hate that I gotta buy a license for it like Sai does as well.
I wish you could just pay for a with the complete set up or a disk or USB or something instead, just mostly because I suck at ing the right files and putting them in the right spots in my computer/tablet ^^' I'm not tech savvy.....
But I do eventually wanna buy my own Clip Studio Paint.
Had to screencap my finished doodle and then crop it in my photo gallery. I hope it doesn't come out too blurry or pixely!
My speed definitely improved while I was drawing this pic, very happy about that -^^- <3 <3 <3
Anyways, I felt a lot more relaxed and calmly after I ate and ended up changing my sheets and washing em, and my carpet did dry eventually lol
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