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That Shit Doesn't Help At All ~I've had this sitting for a little while, but didn't want to dampen the mood - i'm less depressed now but the feeling is still there in little bursts. ~
I still very much miss Gordare/Patrick and I just keep casting my mind back to how things were before he died.
He was my best friend, my first real friend online, in the USA, we'd talk daily and even do those wonky old video chats through bad internet.
Gordare was going to visit in the new year in 2007, but he ed away in a car accident December 2006. To say my world fucking shattered is an understatement.
I know it was 'online' but back then I was abused, bullied and attacked a lot in my neighbourhood and school days. So I found safety on the internet in someone I trusted.
When he was planning to visit me in the UK, he was going to do a World Tour to celebrate his good grades, I was going to be his first stop - but then the worst happened.
It'll be 15 years this December. I'm just hoping I can keep it together this year...it never gets any fuckin' easier.Thrasher (C)
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I still very much miss Gordare/Patrick and I just keep casting my mind back to how things were before he died.
He was my best friend, my first real friend online, in the USA, we'd talk daily and even do those wonky old video chats through bad internet.
Gordare was going to visit in the new year in 2007, but he ed away in a car accident December 2006. To say my world fucking shattered is an understatement.
I know it was 'online' but back then I was abused, bullied and attacked a lot in my neighbourhood and school days. So I found safety on the internet in someone I trusted.
When he was planning to visit me in the UK, he was going to do a World Tour to celebrate his good grades, I was going to be his first stop - but then the worst happened.
It'll be 15 years this December. I'm just hoping I can keep it together this year...it never gets any fuckin' easier.Thrasher (C)
Art (C)
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HowlFreeorDie
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Sunset Limited Sunburnt Wolf
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whoa hold on... *trashes the beer and gives you a Pepsi* much better.
